Once again it's been so long since i last updated my bloggy.. was lazy perhaps!!

Can someone pass me the link of adding songs & pictures in the bloggy, i forgtten how to do it and the funniest thing was i study INFO COM!! ok.. lol.. Anyway i lost my book too.. =(

Was supposed to have training at RSC ytd but i didn't went, so pissed of.. i gotten out of my house like 545pm can and this farking cab was so nice to tour me around singapore like i'm some tourist?? Then i asked him WHY DID U TAKE THIS ROUTE? ITS LONGER U KNOW!! AND IM IN A HURRY!! He told me oh, the other side was JAM 2hrs??!! Find a better excuses the nxt time.. Pissed!! I dropped off at AMK and it cost ard $25 i know.. Ahhh maybe i was too nice i gave him $20 still.. Wanting to note down the cab no. but he went off so fast -.-"

Having a bad hair day, having being wet in the rain, having being TOUR ARD SG, haven eat, having baby to wait for me like 1hr+.. Poor baby was already waiting for me there at around 6pm but ended up he took the train down to find me.. Thx for being so sweet.. I love you sweetie..

Maybe sher was pissed off with me for not wanting to go down, its not about the money but the mood was totally spoilt even i was to go down i won't be playing nicely.. Yah sorry about it gers... I was realli pissed off...

Anyway went to buy dinner for us as we haven ate any -.- Softshell crab ftw.. Gosu!! And went home after that.. Dota maybe 1 or 2rds and sleep..

Gosu i slept until 6pm todae, waking up feeling backache, pain all over.. IM GETTING OLD!! omg =( Worst of all its my bro birthdae and i totally forgtten about it.. =X lols.. Happi birthdae.. Presents will be coming soon..

Played a few games of dota and was nerding badly for the last few rds with knitemare.. ok they are fierce... lol.. Dono wad i'm doing and seriously i need more training.. Something that i seriously regret years back, when i just started dota for a few months , one of my ex told me PLEASE DON USE HEROS FOR MORE THEN 4KEYS.. omg!! Now i regretted alot -.- why shld i haven listened and ended up with heros with 4keys i can't use.. Now im training all over it again.. Damn sad.. That 1mth kills me too, map awarnesss, sometimes follow up, engagement.. I seriously not sure what im doing.. Can someone train me up please.. I need lots of training to train up properly.. I wanne play qop =( I wanne play sf... Haiss... Emo...


Feeling realli desperate to watch enchanted.. Should i watch it tml before lan training? =( Or shld i just go down lan earlier to play.. Haiss.. My eyes are still quite red though it recover much but still it feels weird... Ahhhhh...............
I wanne eat steamboat =( I missed those fresh oyster!! eM0!!

With ♥ From Suzanna [2:14 AM]

Arhhh.........

I hate being sick!!

Work was suppose to end yesterday but they extended for 2 more days, didn't know why i agreed either =\

I need REST Please...

And I'm suppose to go work today but i didn't and worst of all i forgotten to call the office =X lol.. never mind la tomorrow last day.. Heck..

I seriously hate being sick now.. I have being sick since LAST FRIDAY CAN!! EMO!!
For the first time I'm sick for DAYS..

- WTB time to dota
- WTB time to recover
- WTB time to shopping
- WTB time to rest

SICK SICK SICK... ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH..... Sucks =\

With ♥ From Suzanna [5:39 PM]

You never spoke to me this way before
You never message me this way either..

Was it my fault or your's?

It's mine i suppose..

Maybe I'm asking too much for your attention but did u ever know why am i like that?
Maybe I'm asking too much of your time to accompany me,
Maybe I'm too selfish,
Maybe I'm just a lousy gf..

Maybe i should have been more understanding..
Maybe i should have more confident..
Maybe i should not be afraid of being afraid..


All i ever wanne tell you is that, my love wont ever change for you, i promise to love you as long as I'm alive, you are everything i ever need, everything i ever want.. Everything i ever ask for..
The passion the love we share in common wasn't a dream.. The memories we shared for this year plus was real.. Struggling so hard to love each other.. The feelings was never forgotten..

You never knew how happy i am being able to be with you, to being able to create memories, to share every up's and down with you..

To being able to see you smile...

That's what i ever ask for..

I never regret a single moment of being with you, fingers was pointing, gossips was crap back then but i never regret.. I choose the one i love, the love that was kept in the dark, the love that waited for a year..

xGongZu-: "It's all worth it baby!!".. I love You!!

I may not be the greatest gf..
I may not be the sweetest gf..
I may not be the prettiest gf..
I may not be the most caring gf..
I may not be the most understanding gf..

But...........................................


I love you!!

I'm sorry if i ever did anything to displease you,
I'm sorry if i hurt you,
I'm sorry if i spoke the wrong words,
I'm sorry if i made u cry,
I'm sorry if i made u angry,

I didn't mean it...............................


You are all i ever ask....

With ♥ From Suzanna [9:38 PM]

Ahhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


I pon work again =X Last 3 days is coming!!!

Went to baby house first and intended to meet the rest later on at GG but i fell sick.. +.+ Had our 2 games, i was nerding badly the 2nd game.. soRry about it.. I know some of u are pissed.. sRy.. Need more training on tat hero t.t

Realli miss dota-ing long hours..

I realli need mass training =(

Haiss....

So..... sick that i gotten sore throat which i hated it cause when i gotten sore throat my ears hurt as well.. Arhhhh...


Baby,
maybe im a attention seeker when im with u cause i need lots of ur attention, lots of ur care, lots of love.. I love you baby but somehow im so afraid..


And..


Jasmine,
though we might not be that close but still i'll be here if u need me and that, look on the brighter side.. u still have us GERSSSS.. we still love u alrite..
The most i let u touch touch more ok =X

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:22 PM]

Ahhh.. tired is the only word in my life right now.. =(

Counting down to next wed.. Before that freaking job ends.. t.t

I miss dota...

I miss those nights when i can mass dota...

I miss those days when im still in bed in the afternoon =X

Headed down to Hq and meet up with the gers and headed down to networms.. Gosu coms =X
My com was lagging abit but im seriously nerding alot, knowing my mistake i still repeats it.. omG.. Wtb time to train more dota =(

I hate dying..

With ♥ From Suzanna [1:47 AM]

Working right now =X Must be thinking.. How come can blog? Cause the person-in-charge wasn't around.. Hehe..

There seems to be stuff i wanne blog about but i dono if i should..

Just wanne share with you guys about a certain news i heard few days ago on the radio.

There goes....

There is this high rank police office who has been training his army to fight.. Guess what??!! Vampires.. HAHAHA =X Even the Dj was like wtf? Muz be watched too much movies.. Lol.. The dj's was even saying he said with confident that they are always training and well prepared for the battle if vampires appear? LOL? and that guy even purchase chain saw and waste na shui ren de qian.. lol..

It's realli cute.. lols..


I was realli emo over some stuff ytd when i heard about certain news someone told me.. Thanks for telling me so much which i didn't know all this while =)

I cut my finger =( Damn..

Meet up with baby for dinner after work, poor him have to rush down despite having 2hrs of slp and going to sch.. Didn't know he came down to fetch me.. He just appear so sudden.. Was happi =)

Was thinking about some stuff if i shld join or shld i just quit competitve? Somehow i make baby emo.. Sry darling =(
Somehow i made my decision about quiting competitive even though i realli love it, maybe i wasn't good enuff to be up to it =)

Maybe some day... maybe.. i will be back playing.. Dono..
But i won't stop gaming that's for sure.. I love you gers..

There are just some personal reasons to it why i quit, shld not talk about it..
Anyway still thanks sher.. Don't wry i still love you.. Hehe..

Baby surpised me again by buying me the shroom i have been telling him for days =X hehe.. Shall update the picture soon cause i wanne make NAM JEALOUS.. My shroom bigger and cuter.. Hehe..

Oh ya i haven upload the prawnly picture.. soonnnnn..

I just realise or maybe not that actually humans are so 2 sided, bias and even selfish thinking about themself.. They can be ur best friend, teamates or even the 1 closest to u.. So.. think about it ba.. I just felt that..

Baby,

just to let you know that my love won't change for you no matter what happens, bu yao xiang tai duo.. wo shi ai ni de.. Must trust me okie sweetie, i promise to wait =) remember our promises wor..


Wee.. 3pm going end my work and go lan =p..

I'm a happi little ger =)

With ♥ From Suzanna [11:58 AM]